"..wait for me...as im on my way from a thousand light years to reach u..wait for me...cox my evrythn depends on u"

Couldn't you hear me when I called your name?

The words were stained on my lips.

I waited for you, but you didn't came. ....

And when you did - it was too late.

Now I'll wait for you here, even if I have to wait forever.

P.S. I LOVE YOU....THE UNANSWERED QUESTION

Today i saw 'P.S. I LOVE YOU'... n i was left unanswered with a question..'Can i ever live as Holly lived..' coz if i would love a person like that, i'd be so estranged with him...love..emotions.. that i wouldn't be able to live life after he has gone. I can't even imagine to live without him, leave alone the matter to uphold oneself. Holly did showed a true openess for the journey of her life. The last quote by Holly made me cry like hell...that was "Dear Gerry, you said you wanted me to fall in love again, and maybe one day I will. But there are all kinds of love out there. This is my one and only life, And its a great and terrible and short and endless thing, and none of us come out of it alive.I don't know how you did it, but you brought me back from the dead. I'll write to you again soon. P.S... Guess what? "

And the most outstanding one was by Gerry..."Dear Holly, I don't have much time. I don't mean literally, I mean you're out buying ice cream and you'll be home soon. But I have a feeling this is the last letter, because there is only one thing left to tell you. It isn't to go down memory lane or make you buy a lamp, you can take care of yourself without any help from me. It's to tell you how much you move me, how you changed me. You made me a man, by loving me Holly. And for that, I am eternally grateful... literally. If you can promise me anything, promise me that whenever you're sad, or unsure, or you lose complete faith, that you'll try to see yourself through my eyes. Thank you for the honor of being my wife. I'm a man with no regrets. How lucky am I. You made my life, Holly. But I'm just one chapter in yours. There'll be more. I promise. So here it comes, the big one. Don't be afraid to fall in love again. Watch out for that signal, when life as you know it ends. P.S. I will always love you "

Holly couldn’t live without her husband
Gerry, until the day she had to. They were
the kind of young couple who could finish each other’s sentences. When Gerry succumbs to a terminal illness and dies, 30-year-old Holly is set adrift, unable to pick up the pieces. But with the help of a series of letters her husband left her before he died and a little nudging from an eccentric assortment of family and friends, she learns to laugh, overcome her fears, and discover a world she never knew existed.
The kind of enchanting novel with cross-generational appeal that comes along once in a great while, PS, I Love You is a captivating love letter to the world!

Twilight - Stephenie Meyer.....i read recently

The first in this pleasantly surprising vampire series, Twilight is the story of Bella, an ordinary girl who moves to the seemingly dreary town of Forks in Washington State to live with her father. At high school, Bella finds herself to be quite the popular new girl, especially with some of the male students in her classes. But it is when she meets the Cullens that everything changes. Mysterious, reclusive and astonishing beautiful, the five Cullen students intrigue Bella, and she finds herself captivated by Edward and his strong reaction to her presence. When Edward impossibly saves Bella's life during an accident, she is determined to uncover the secret he is hiding from everyone. But she could not imagine how dark it is, and what she is letting herself in for.

I must admit that I was not expecting much from this series, having never shown much interest in any type of vampire fiction. But after all the fabulous reviews I have read on blogs and after watching the film trailer, I knew I'd have to read it soon. The fact that I went to the library and borrowed the second in the series before I'd even read the first shows how much I enjoyed it!

Twilight is not your typical Romeo and Juliet story, but is intense and tragic all the same. Meyer's description of vampires is interesting, almost scientific, with their eyes changing colour with hunger, and their bite is like a poison. Less glamourous perhaps, but a great deal more fitting in a story like this. I am fascinated by the Cullens and their individual pasts, especially Carlisle, and what would make him create such a family for himself, especially after what his life had been like. Some of the Cullens' stories are revealed slowly over the course of this book, and others in later parts of the series, but all with enough differences and enough heart to feel painfully real. Edward is suitably intense and beautiful, and it is hard to imagine anyone playing him in a film. As Bella herself often thinks, it isn't obvious why he would be so passionate about her, but that too in part is revealed over time. Twilight and its characters are very seductive but with enough doubt, mystery and action to keep anyone gripped. Its a good thing there are three more books after this one!

Am i so stupid or the world out there is?

Its my 4th n last year in college n still the story is same... Jealousy, back biting, shrewdness, subtle n sagacious ppl ..looking for one chance to be crafty over the other...

God...how i survived here, was better part of my luck...Though with ultimate rough time, i learned those experienced, that i wd'nt have if i wasnt here. i learned what the world actually is. Where the male dominating society doesnt agree to let the women take over ... even though if she is far better than him. and i completely agree that being a girl in such society is really a bane...a curse.

I stood up for what was right, i stood for justice, and what i got...? i got days full of tensed atmosphere, stressed life, admontary messages...

and now when the year is ending...another story...another irritated days...

i wonder why cant ppl live their own lyf? and why the world is so mean?...

Atleast...i tried...(n yes i made it!)

ITS A JOURNEY FROM IIT-B TECHFEST TO TATA POWER

I had never tried for any technical approach during whole duration of my engg till it was the end of my 5th sem that i decided to atleast give a try.... and i started with Asia's largest Fest..'TECHFEST' (IIT-B). After all the elimination, selection,abstract.....etc. rounds, i was able to make my clear way to IIT's Techfest! The moment i thought to be at its campus...there ran a chill through my spine...
It was all about IIT-B Campus, Lifestyle,Competition, O.A.T(open air theatre).....and MUMBAI ITSELF!
Yes...the campus was awesome...the students, there lifestyle....even the hostels, even mess!! IIT-B is really a heaven...i suppose Powai is blessed enough with dynamic nature's beauty....
I got my greatest support from my mentor Sidharth...n i'd really like to thank him.....' Sid u rock!'
How three days passed was a big question that lingered in our mind....(oh! did i said 'our'??...well our means...my team members- rohit...the sawtooth wave, negi...the techie, abhay...the rocker). The best part was the Events that held there...n most awesome part was night at O.A.T.
This fest changed my life a lot....let it be my professional life or personal life...
afterall i proved myself i was worth it! and yes....life didnt stop after performing well in techfest.........our project has been selected by TATA POWER and we are among the only six projects that have been selected all over India!!!!!!!!
...............so we are off with new hopes n dimemsions for TATA...
But WAIT..........u know what....may be we'll not be able to go there...coz sems are approaching.....well its not decided yet....so just wait n watch.

Engg n its side effects!

3 years before i packed my backpack and decided Engg to be my career. With dreams unlimited in my eyes....i landed here, in Noida, thinking that here my life would be awesome n total fun.
Yes, it was life changing....but beyond my expectations. The perspective of my mind was unable to adapt such human nature. I made friends....and i loved them. I made best friends ...and i was ready to sacrifice for them. But everything changed and a new picture of 'FRIENDS' emerged within a year. It was all about Selfishness, Politics, superciliousness, aloofness .....
By the end of 3rd year i realized what was engineering college all about. And being a girl in engineering college was the ugliest part of it. Till 12th...i used to have my best friends among boys... But after this part of my life, i've started hating boys.
In today's date....i'm left with only my schoolmates and just two girls from ma college whom i consider to be my priceless possession.
But this so called engg life was really an eye opener for me that taught what the world is exactly about...and how much mean u have to be to survive here!